我错了吗？你错了吗？还是他错了？
还是我们错了？
我错了，做了个不明智的选择。
选错了，所以才有现在的伤心。
让我爱的他也受伤了。
你可以反省反省吗？
你可以别那么自我中心吗？
我得罪了你吧？现在你开口就要针对我。
那我们还可以讨论吗？
难道真的要跟你骂架吗？
我不想，别逼我。
难道要告诉你，我并不是省油的灯吗？
我没力了……
我累了，忍得好累……
你真有本事啊！真行啊！
姐，你说的，我现在发现真的很难做到。
我有尝试，我想了，试着帮他找理由，让我不会那么难受。
但是，我太没用了。
累了，你可以给我力量吗？
我需要一个紧紧的拥抱。
想念妈妈，想念爱我的人~
Wednesday 31 March 2010
Monday 29 March 2010
CCTR
昨天，我们的Cincin Caicai Tanjung Rambutan 终于成立了！
开心吗？不知道感觉了，呵呵……
成立的真的太好了！以后，大家就可以在那，
傻的傻，疯的疯，正常的正常，不开心的变开心，开心的继续开心！
有时候当个傻傻的，疯疯的人，其实也还蛮不错嘛！
最起码，每天都过得好开心，
不开心的一觉起来就忘了。
不会像正常人一样，烦恼一大堆，问题一箩筐，
有的还有心计，还会算计，说谎，简直就数也数不清……
我觉得，我应该会很喜欢在我们CCTR的日子吧！
白痴的大家，快乐的大家。
继续快乐吧！放松自己，让自己快乐，让大家也快乐！
CCTR万岁！！！
开心吗？不知道感觉了，呵呵……
成立的真的太好了！以后，大家就可以在那，
傻的傻，疯的疯，正常的正常，不开心的变开心，开心的继续开心！
有时候当个傻傻的，疯疯的人，其实也还蛮不错嘛！
最起码，每天都过得好开心，
不开心的一觉起来就忘了。
不会像正常人一样，烦恼一大堆，问题一箩筐，
有的还有心计，还会算计，说谎，简直就数也数不清……
我觉得，我应该会很喜欢在我们CCTR的日子吧！
白痴的大家，快乐的大家。
继续快乐吧！放松自己，让自己快乐，让大家也快乐！
CCTR万岁！！！
Thursday 25 March 2010
busy thursday
everyone is busy with their homework, labsheet, assignment.
why am i so lazy? i am curious too. I have sat here for quite few hours but doing nothing.
oh ya, i am chatting, chat v my new fish, and also sis...
until i am tired. really tired. i think is mentally tired.
Today, everyone busy registered for room, for the next sem.
But there's many unhappy things happen. a few friend of mine are being abandon.
haiz, may be people that abandon them didn't wrong lo.
may be they just want to live with people they familiar, people they prefer...
Ya, it's cruel, it's very bad to them who are being abandon.
should i use this word? oh i have no another word to use already.
We live together, suppose to understand each other, right?
sometimes, should try to indulge each other, don't care too much.
and of cause there's a bad time too.
may be and may be .....
i also don't know what i want to say already.
hope that they can find their roomate A.S.A.P.
and lastly, wanna say thank you to a few people that care for me. i gt it.
but this may be also lightly hurt someone already. erm, i do believe she is gonna be ok.
oh, time to sleep again... today quite early because i am exhausted... night~
why am i so lazy? i am curious too. I have sat here for quite few hours but doing nothing.
oh ya, i am chatting, chat v my new fish, and also sis...
until i am tired. really tired. i think is mentally tired.
Today, everyone busy registered for room, for the next sem.
But there's many unhappy things happen. a few friend of mine are being abandon.
haiz, may be people that abandon them didn't wrong lo.
may be they just want to live with people they familiar, people they prefer...
Ya, it's cruel, it's very bad to them who are being abandon.
should i use this word? oh i have no another word to use already.
We live together, suppose to understand each other, right?
sometimes, should try to indulge each other, don't care too much.
and of cause there's a bad time too.
may be and may be .....
i also don't know what i want to say already.
hope that they can find their roomate A.S.A.P.
and lastly, wanna say thank you to a few people that care for me. i gt it.
but this may be also lightly hurt someone already. erm, i do believe she is gonna be ok.
oh, time to sleep again... today quite early because i am exhausted... night~
Wednesday 24 March 2010
聊天
你真是太好了！怎么今天会打电话给我？
你说我是听到你的声音，病马上就好了，哈哈。
可能也是吧！谢谢你，常常在适当的时间，做适当的事。
我其实并不喜欢聊电话，因为不知该说什么才好。
到那时候就会很尴尬，那就不好了。
但是，和你讲电话，还好啦。
有时候，跟爸爸讲话，都不懂要讲什么，有时候有很多董事讲。
跟你聊，都会说这个那个，哈哈
还有啦，跟一种无聊人也可以聊很久，因为他啊，
就实在太无聊了。说的东西都乱扯的。大家一起扯，就越扯越远。
可以聊电话的，也真的就那几个。你是其中的一个吧！
是最近你才开始打给我的吧？我问你为什么，你说是我说的，说你得空就可以打给我。
我老了吗？真的忘记了。不过，真的真的很庆幸，很庆幸我有说过这句话。
谢谢你把我的话都听进去。谢谢你。跟你聊天，可以说是一件，快乐的事~
你说我是听到你的声音，病马上就好了，哈哈。
可能也是吧！谢谢你，常常在适当的时间，做适当的事。
我其实并不喜欢聊电话，因为不知该说什么才好。
到那时候就会很尴尬，那就不好了。
但是，和你讲电话，还好啦。
有时候，跟爸爸讲话，都不懂要讲什么，有时候有很多董事讲。
跟你聊，都会说这个那个，哈哈
还有啦，跟一种无聊人也可以聊很久，因为他啊，
就实在太无聊了。说的东西都乱扯的。大家一起扯，就越扯越远。
可以聊电话的，也真的就那几个。你是其中的一个吧！
是最近你才开始打给我的吧？我问你为什么，你说是我说的，说你得空就可以打给我。
我老了吗？真的忘记了。不过，真的真的很庆幸，很庆幸我有说过这句话。
谢谢你把我的话都听进去。谢谢你。跟你聊天，可以说是一件，快乐的事~
Tuesday 23 March 2010
need you
I miss you...
I need you...
can you give me a hug?
can you stay by my side?
can I see you right now?
long time no see,
can you tell me how are you?
can you please give me a call?
no no no...
I will give you a call.
and I will pretty happy to hear that you are fine.
and I will pretty happy to hear that you miss me too.
I need you now and I miss you...
I need you...
can you give me a hug?
can you stay by my side?
can I see you right now?
long time no see,
can you tell me how are you?
can you please give me a call?
no no no...
I will give you a call.
and I will pretty happy to hear that you are fine.
and I will pretty happy to hear that you miss me too.
I need you now and I miss you...
Monday 22 March 2010
想你了
突然， 想你了。
刚才上课，老师还没来之前，一直在玩。
突然累了，静下来的时候，突然就好想你了。
在想，你现在快乐吗？应该快乐吧！
在想，你现在会冷吗？应该不会吧！
在想，你玩的开心吗？应该很开心吧！
在想，你有想念我吗？应该也有吧！
想着想着，快哭了，眼浅嘛，跟你一样，是吗？
每一次，每一次，每一次
每一次，都是你先想我吧？是我的错吧！
留下太多有我的回忆，我走过的痕迹，一点又一点，
让你想我了。是我自私，抱歉。
我现在真的好想你。好想你。好想你。
快快出现，我一定跟你说：我爱你。
哈哈哈……
刚才上课，老师还没来之前，一直在玩。
突然累了，静下来的时候，突然就好想你了。
在想，你现在快乐吗？应该快乐吧！
在想，你现在会冷吗？应该不会吧！
在想，你玩的开心吗？应该很开心吧！
在想，你有想念我吗？应该也有吧！
想着想着，快哭了，眼浅嘛，跟你一样，是吗？
每一次，每一次，每一次
每一次，都是你先想我吧？是我的错吧！
留下太多有我的回忆，我走过的痕迹，一点又一点，
让你想我了。是我自私，抱歉。
我现在真的好想你。好想你。好想你。
快快出现，我一定跟你说：我爱你。
哈哈哈……
Tuesday 16 March 2010
生日愿望
好久没更新了，因为不知道想写些什么。
今天的话题，首先要鸣谢一个人。不是他今天这篇，哈哈可能还不会出现在这呢！
生日，送礼物，这很平常，很普通吧！
你问我：我的礼物呢？
我答你：现在很穷啦，没钱买礼物耶！
你说这世上是有不需要钱的礼物。
对啦，给一个吻，给一份爱，是不需要钱；
但是，这比花钱买礼物还要命。
比起这样，我宁愿花好多好多钱买礼物给你叻。
生日，是很大啦。我也有说过可以许愿，一定会成真。
但是拜托下，就不可以许许一些实际点的愿望吗？
不实际的愿望，是不会成真的哦！
这样来花掉一年一次的愿望，
唉，真浪费！
这个月还蛮多人生日的嘛，好好把握你们的愿望吧！
今天的话题，首先要鸣谢一个人。不是他今天这篇，哈哈可能还不会出现在这呢！
生日，送礼物，这很平常，很普通吧！
你问我：我的礼物呢？
我答你：现在很穷啦，没钱买礼物耶！
你说这世上是有不需要钱的礼物。
对啦，给一个吻，给一份爱，是不需要钱；
但是，这比花钱买礼物还要命。
比起这样，我宁愿花好多好多钱买礼物给你叻。
生日，是很大啦。我也有说过可以许愿，一定会成真。
但是拜托下，就不可以许许一些实际点的愿望吗？
不实际的愿望，是不会成真的哦！
这样来花掉一年一次的愿望，
唉，真浪费！
这个月还蛮多人生日的嘛，好好把握你们的愿望吧！
Saturday 6 March 2010
Water massage
Water- we drink everyday, use everyday.
But do you realize the massage it bring to us?
We can see clearly ourselves, through the water, the mirror of the water.
How? Dr.Masaru Emoto from Japan proved it.
He collected water from few sources, lake, sea, fountain, river...
And he did his experiment repeatedly.
First, he pasted a piece of paper written of certain message on the bottle of water, tell it your thought same as the paper.
after a night, he froze the water and used a special microscope to photograph the water crystal image. The image? there are really magically and fascinating.
For the paper wrote love, hope, thanks, the image under the microscope is so beautiful;
For the paper wrote you make me sick, or I will kill you, the image shown is very ugly.
Besides, he also do the music test and the experiment before and after pray. He play the Beethoven Symphony 19, you guest it: the water crystal after prayed and listened to the music is very beautiful.. But the most beautiful water crystal is that which exposed to emotion and words :LOVE & THANKS.
What all these represent?
This mean our thought, ideas, words, and music can affect the water so much.
And you all should know, we, human, our body has up to 70% of water.
Try to imagine, if our thought can affect water like this, how it will affect to us, ourselves!!!
Of course, we can not do a experiment same like Dr. Masaru Emoto because we don't have a special microscope like him.
What you can do is to believe it or not to believe it.
So, being positive and happy all the time. Always love, thank, appreciate...
That's what water telling us and now I am telling you.
Indeed, feelings like anger, stress, envy can be quite catchy but so are joy, peace, affection.
can't upload video, it's too slow...sorry, show you if get chance.
1.Love and gratitude 2.Hope 3.Love and appreciate 4.Thank you 5.Fujiwara before prayer 6.after prayer 7.you make me sick, i will kill you
But do you realize the massage it bring to us?
We can see clearly ourselves, through the water, the mirror of the water.
How? Dr.Masaru Emoto from Japan proved it.
He collected water from few sources, lake, sea, fountain, river...
And he did his experiment repeatedly.
First, he pasted a piece of paper written of certain message on the bottle of water, tell it your thought same as the paper.
after a night, he froze the water and used a special microscope to photograph the water crystal image. The image? there are really magically and fascinating.
For the paper wrote love, hope, thanks, the image under the microscope is so beautiful;
For the paper wrote you make me sick, or I will kill you, the image shown is very ugly.
Besides, he also do the music test and the experiment before and after pray. He play the Beethoven Symphony 19, you guest it: the water crystal after prayed and listened to the music is very beautiful.. But the most beautiful water crystal is that which exposed to emotion and words :LOVE & THANKS.
What all these represent?
This mean our thought, ideas, words, and music can affect the water so much.
And you all should know, we, human, our body has up to 70% of water.
Try to imagine, if our thought can affect water like this, how it will affect to us, ourselves!!!
Of course, we can not do a experiment same like Dr. Masaru Emoto because we don't have a special microscope like him.
What you can do is to believe it or not to believe it.
So, being positive and happy all the time. Always love, thank, appreciate...
That's what water telling us and now I am telling you.
Indeed, feelings like anger, stress, envy can be quite catchy but so are joy, peace, affection.
can't upload video, it's too slow...sorry, show you if get chance.
1.Love and gratitude 2.Hope 3.Love and appreciate 4.Thank you 5.Fujiwara before prayer 6.after prayer 7.you make me sick, i will kill you
Wednesday 3 March 2010
sorry and thank you
sometimes, we don't know.
or I should say when the time we should know, we always don't know.
how to say thank you to somebody that you really mean it?
well, we will say "thank you", may be in many times.
or may be we will give that people a gift, to thank him or her.
but may be and may be
what we need to do is just do what we suppose to do.
may be they do many things just to make you happy.
Then, you just need to be happy, i think this is a big and meaningful gift for them already.
And may be this is the most work way to say THANK YOU.
How about to apologize?
is it same with thank you?
I can only say it depend on people.
Sometimes, it can be same like the way saying thank you.
you don't need to talk to much but prove or apologize through your action.
you regret about something, then do it the right way.
People may be will forgive you.
Sometimes, different situation.
Whatever you do, you couldn't be forgiven. What should you do?
May be that people involve only need a few simply words, that's : I am sorry, please forgive me.
But we never know. Never know what the people want.
When you realize, you will feel Oh My God!
But sometimes, that few words is the most difficult words to say.
That time, we should think : Is this friend important to me, am I cherish this friendship?
If the answer is yes, then please go ahead to him or her and say: I am sorry.
or I should say when the time we should know, we always don't know.
how to say thank you to somebody that you really mean it?
well, we will say "thank you", may be in many times.
or may be we will give that people a gift, to thank him or her.
but may be and may be
what we need to do is just do what we suppose to do.
may be they do many things just to make you happy.
Then, you just need to be happy, i think this is a big and meaningful gift for them already.
And may be this is the most work way to say THANK YOU.
How about to apologize?
is it same with thank you?
I can only say it depend on people.
Sometimes, it can be same like the way saying thank you.
you don't need to talk to much but prove or apologize through your action.
you regret about something, then do it the right way.
People may be will forgive you.
Sometimes, different situation.
Whatever you do, you couldn't be forgiven. What should you do?
May be that people involve only need a few simply words, that's : I am sorry, please forgive me.
But we never know. Never know what the people want.
When you realize, you will feel Oh My God!
But sometimes, that few words is the most difficult words to say.
That time, we should think : Is this friend important to me, am I cherish this friendship?
If the answer is yes, then please go ahead to him or her and say: I am sorry.
another happy day.
hohohoo, today's classes so relax. no pop quiz, no tests.
I am so happy lo. today data comm class, wah so sleepy, keep doze.
SAD class, the projector stop working, today its holiday gua.
since we have nothing to do, miss suggest a game.
we all take a paper writing our name and stick on our back.
then all classmates start writing what their opinion and how they feel about us.
The time is limited, so can't think too much. I really don't know what to write. hehe.
wow, i never feel so energetic before. may be no need to face those notes. wow, so glad.
There are some words on my paper, hehe
let me tell you what's them...
-baby sitter
-good heart's mami
-friendly
-nice person
-always call my name
-naughty
-my top stalker
-aiyo, fb again
-banyak cakap
-nakal
-hehe, peramah
see, many positive comments. hehe
i think no people dare to write negative things, so it's not very sincere comment,
by the way, i have a nice day. today is another happy day!
ps: thank you so much make my today end so happily. thanks for sayang me. You always care about me, even only for a while, I am happy enough. You always give me your time, chat with me, you always realize my existence, full fill my little wishes. I like that feel, really never better. Thanks for making me feeling special. I am so glad to have you in my life.
I am so happy lo. today data comm class, wah so sleepy, keep doze.
SAD class, the projector stop working, today its holiday gua.
since we have nothing to do, miss suggest a game.
we all take a paper writing our name and stick on our back.
then all classmates start writing what their opinion and how they feel about us.
The time is limited, so can't think too much. I really don't know what to write. hehe.
wow, i never feel so energetic before. may be no need to face those notes. wow, so glad.
There are some words on my paper, hehe
let me tell you what's them...
-baby sitter
-good heart's mami
-friendly
-nice person
-always call my name
-naughty
-my top stalker
-aiyo, fb again
-banyak cakap
-nakal
-hehe, peramah
see, many positive comments. hehe
i think no people dare to write negative things, so it's not very sincere comment,
by the way, i have a nice day. today is another happy day!
ps: thank you so much make my today end so happily. thanks for sayang me. You always care about me, even only for a while, I am happy enough. You always give me your time, chat with me, you always realize my existence, full fill my little wishes. I like that feel, really never better. Thanks for making me feeling special. I am so glad to have you in my life.
Monday 1 March 2010
thanks, friends
hey, i am in lab now. cant type Chinese. Today is another boring day.
ermmm, actually not too la, Boring is due to canceled classes. Morning class canceled so I can sleep till 8++am. It's good, I should say thanks. Some more, SAD no class directly mean that no quiz. This make me relax a lot. although I know that i am too bad and always escape... haiz but what to do? I really thought that ICT got HOT, but finally no too and lecturer did canceled the class just now. That's why I have time sitting here playing facebook, writting blog.
Boring day...
no no no...
i wouldn't let my day boring like this! now thinking about yesterday.
ohhhhhhh, forget to say thank you.
thanks for your herbal tea,
thanks for your tin of beverage. made me surprise, really cant imagine what u will do else.
thanks for your turtle herbal egg. it bring warm deep inside my heart.
thanks 3 of u... These mean a lot, to me.
ermmm, actually not too la, Boring is due to canceled classes. Morning class canceled so I can sleep till 8++am. It's good, I should say thanks. Some more, SAD no class directly mean that no quiz. This make me relax a lot. although I know that i am too bad and always escape... haiz but what to do? I really thought that ICT got HOT, but finally no too and lecturer did canceled the class just now. That's why I have time sitting here playing facebook, writting blog.
Boring day...
no no no...
i wouldn't let my day boring like this! now thinking about yesterday.
ohhhhhhh, forget to say thank you.
thanks for your herbal tea,
thanks for your tin of beverage. made me surprise, really cant imagine what u will do else.
thanks for your turtle herbal egg. it bring warm deep inside my heart.
thanks 3 of u... These mean a lot, to me.
一起快乐！
今天又是那么闲空，上来这里写写东西。
哈哈，今天是要写写啦，纪念纪念。
今天是元宵节后的一天，也就是说昨天是元宵节。
呵呵，今天很快乐哦。
为什么快乐？
人人都问，但是快乐就快乐嘛，那有什么为什么的啊！
就是那么的快乐。要原因，只能给这个答案了。
是为什么伤心的答案，哈哈
伤心开心都只有那么一个理由，就是
---荷尔蒙作祟---
哈哈，这没错哦，就是在这些荷尔蒙啦，
要谢谢它，也要骂它。
哈哈，反正今天就是好开心，好开心，好开心~
上来想散播一些快乐啦。
散 散 散
快乐是要分享的嘛……
一起happy啦！
哈哈，今天是要写写啦，纪念纪念。
今天是元宵节后的一天，也就是说昨天是元宵节。
呵呵，今天很快乐哦。
为什么快乐？
人人都问，但是快乐就快乐嘛，那有什么为什么的啊！
就是那么的快乐。要原因，只能给这个答案了。
是为什么伤心的答案，哈哈
伤心开心都只有那么一个理由，就是
---荷尔蒙作祟---
哈哈，这没错哦，就是在这些荷尔蒙啦，
要谢谢它，也要骂它。
哈哈，反正今天就是好开心，好开心，好开心~
上来想散播一些快乐啦。
散 散 散
快乐是要分享的嘛……
一起happy啦！
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