my used neighbour, my best friend

Just now received a message,it's from you~
You say you wanna come back soon, and you are very happy !
I got what you meant. I really got what you meant.
We two seems like sister since we were a child.
We were neighbour, classmate,friend, and now we are good friend.
We have a common ground, the same dream~
We just hope to have a house,which 100% belong to us,ourselves~
Today,you are no longer my neighbour. It also means that you already achieve your dream.
Today when you reach home, I couldn't see you anymore.
I can't hear you call my name loudly like you used to be.
Although I never say that I am sad, I missed you but sometimes I did.
Every time you went back, you will come to my house to show your face,
to tell me that you were back,and I always say you disturbed me.
But this time,will you still come to me and disturb me like you used to disturb me?
I just feel,the longer the time gone,the far the distance between us.
May be it's just my own negative thought, but ......
Hopefully this will never happen, never becomes true~
I want we close like we used to be.
Although I always ignore you,assume that you are air,
when we are together,I will always let you talk, without giving any responses,
but I was listening, I really mean it.
You are really a ghost, hard to deal with.
You always make a missed call, sending a message, email,comment to me,
like you never gone...
But I think if without all of those, I must be feel lonely.
So,thanks a lot ,my best friend!!!
of cause you are because you are xuan~